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I Don't Want To Be Here Anymore (2019 Master w​/​Drums + Bass)

from Surreal Killers (Album) by Daniel Eischeid

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Written on March 31st, 2016 as the second track for Jose's FaceBook songwriting game, with the theme "Underground." Partially autobiographical, and partially not. Brought the tracks into GarageBand and wrote drums and basslines for it, and remixed and mastered it on June 8th, 2019.

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I feel sorrow, I feel shame
I feel almost everything
But I just can't feel happy anymore

I feel torment, I feel pain
I feel endless suffering
And I don't want to be here anymore

Because I feel so alone, and I've lost all inspiration
But my problems always seem to stick around
Just know that I believe there is nothing left to believe in
But I believe I'm better off underground

I once felt your warm embrace
I once kissed your lovely face
But I don't get to do that anymore

So take my money, take my things
Take my pride, and wear my ring
But I don't want to be here anymore

Because I feel so alone, and I've lost all inspiration
But my problems always seem to stick around
Just know that I believe there is nothing left to believe in
But I believe I'm better off underground

You alone have saved me from ending my own life
When your message hit my screen and it
just brightened my whole night
And I felt a rush of dopamine and serotonin hit my brain
What the hell is wrong with me?
I must be insane

You're with him, but you can't leave
You're a goddess- he's a cheat
And I don't think you're happy anymore

Patiently I'll sit and wait
Serve my sentence, bound by fate
And I don't want to be here anymore

I don't want to be here anymore
I don't want to be here anymore

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from Surreal Killers (Album), released July 12, 2016
Written, performed, recorded, and mixed by Daniel Eischeid. Masstered by eMasters.com

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Daniel Eischeid Edmond, Oklahoma

Nirvana, Weezer, Ozma influenced, melodic, power pop-rock music. Strong melodies, hooks, and good harmony-driven rock. My personal acoustic demos I record on the spot, to give to my band (Starry Skies) to work up drum and bass and guitar tracks for. Some make it to our band's lineup, some don't. They sound very different when finished. Now, full band (solo) demos as well! Please enjoy. ... more

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